Everything is written for you

"Today we will run away,”

You said with the sun on your face,

“before your father finds us,”


I will never trust your words again,

and I will never know the ingredients for future recipes.

The kitchen was now a burnt-down mess,

and I am the one to blame.

      I am

      I am

  the one to blame.


Why not you?

Why not father?

Why not God?


I love humans too much that I forgot how to worship Him,

and now He punishes me,

But…

Have I ever deserved to be a part of you?

Have I ever deserved to call your name?

Have I ever deserved to hold your body?


In my dreams, I can find your shadow,

imagination, illusion, dream.


I saw you hang your neck, shoot your head, poison your body.


“Don't do that again, please.”


"Goodbye."


Now I can only write you letters with a cheap pen,

with ink that fades quickly on paper.

Everything is written by me.

Everything is written for you.


“You know I love you like the moon loves the sun,”

"Is that true?"

“I only shine with the light you gave me.”

“Even though the sun never belonged to the moon?”


I woke up in my bed with your body lying beside me,

a pile of corpses that will no longer kiss me.



The world bleeds with you, my dear.

The world bleeds       , my dear.

      bleeds

    with you


Is a love that is forced still a form of love?

Has anyone ever forced their love?

Have I forced my own love?


I don't have the answer,

I told you, I don't have the answer.

Maybe, but I don't have the answer.

I DON'T HAVE THE ANSWER.


Please love me.


Please,

please,

please,

please,


Come back to me, and maybe I'll learn how to love you right.

“Humans cannot love without exploiting.”

I'm afraid to be human,

But can’t the love of humans be so beautiful?


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